There's some light in the tunnel.

Sounds cliché but I do feel a little bit better than I was in the start of this week. All because the selfish actions of one individual, the same scum fraudster living in London thinking he has got away with it. I haven't rung up the bank to see if the some unauthorised transactions can be refunded, the majority of them happened on 12th June and didn't show up on my statement. Only when 15th was my card suspended due some safe guard. I still not happy about this, some people can mope about a Fruit Corner dessert while there are more serious issues to address. All week it has been to struggle to do anything, lost interest in continuing with my rpg project and picked up the peyote stitch though have been distracted by converting sprites in to workable chart. This concept of marrying the two things I love the most which is gaming and crafting. None of the tame crafting normally displayed in most people's gallery- cards, cozy cross stitch or any of those stupid crappy flowers craft materials shown on create n craft tv. Freeview 36- they have their own channel but still sell stuff which don't interest me. I think crafting should be live fast cars: agressive, wild, in-your-face and tonnes of energy (for example Banksy or expressive artist) besides I stopped doing sugar coated, cozy art ages ago due to my dark nature and some what sick sense of humour. Incidentally, papercraft cars are easiest to assemble, or maybe I have been watching Top Gear or repeats on Dave. Everyone in should play Grand Theft Auto because its fun or would you rather play Barbie racing ponies or some other rubbish game. Strategy, Action and Puzzle are my favourite types of games. If something bothers me I will make my view known, if the message is not heard then they will show up in my art.

Anyway I finally finished the Tails of Earthsea dragon, the completion date was 18th July but due my depression it wasn't until yesterday I took a few pictures of the model. This dragon is huge, the wingspan is about 70cms and length head to tail is 90 cms this is the estimate as couldn't find a tape measure to give a more accurate details. I found on some parts are not to scale when they were printed due errors in scanning, noticable on the wings but with a pair of decoupage scissors anything possible. They are not useful for assemble decoupage flowers or the fake teabag motifs, if you want to do right do it properly shortcuts are for lazy people.

I'm pretty upset at the moment watching this programme on tv- How the other half lives made me realised I'm very lucky to have things people in poverty don't have and those who are rich are not necessary snobby (I found that little girl rather snobby) they can be generous. Life is for living not for suffering after all you can sit around feeling sad for yourself or do something about it. But regardless of people say words to do hurt.