I'm still here

I have been too busy learning tatting and too busy or depressed to do anything mailart wise. Looking back at my scrapbooks dated 2006-7 I felt inspired by collage samples and wondering seem to have lots if inspiration at that time. A major factor I didn't get online until 2008 when there was broadband and so hadn't get got addicted to MMos. Last year was nothing but Grand Fantasia from 7-2.a.m, I started playing Kitsu Saga so much easier to level no annoying Sprite skills to train.
I'm current trying to reclaim my inspirations by making a sort of creative cultivation using Zettilogy style. Basically nothing new my style is mix match anyway. This is so I won't feel blocked when faced with a blank piece of card. Sometimes I wonder why I bother doing art in the first place because can't always get access to my materials and some people prefer art which direct plagiarised from images.
Going to talk to Counsellor about my problems maybe this will help me overcome my social anxiety and depression otherwise art and MMos are answer. Just to keep those bad thoughts away.
Have a look at my crafting blog to see what I have been up to.